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Hello, if you realize, you're actually at someone's blog (duh). The next thing you have to realize is that you don't need to know who I am. (of course if you're my friend you will know). So I love arts. Any forms of arts. Of course, I love food too. This intro is lame. Whatever. Keep exploring this blog if you care. (:


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Friday, June 28, 2013 | 0 comments

I WENT TO KOREA.

Lol okay. Actually nothing special there. :\


 One of the palace. 

80 Years for freedom and peace. Guess what is this place about?

It was a prison. Something like a museum now.

Umhmm?

It is a wax figure of a Japanese. (Japanese if I'm not wrong. Probably.)

That prison was used by the Japanese during the Japanese occupation at Korea last time. They use it to torture the Koreans.

I don't know why I took this picture though. We were eating beefffff. <3 p="">

It's a cake with an egg on top. Probably the only street dessert that I like there.



Another palace.

'Clock'

This thing almost make my lips swollen omgggg. Raw crab yumm.

Nothing much to write though. All the things I already posted on instagram. @jocelynzx
Do look for me! Much much more info there. I'm a lazy blogger. And yeah I didn't really enjoy this trip so I don't really have the mood to blog about it. But ahhh such a waste if I don't blog about my trip. :\ Why I didn't enjoy? It sucks. I didn't get to buy clothes for myself. I mean come on, it's korea. You know the fashion there right? Aw. And I don't like to walk behind. Yep.
Decent post soon!



To do list for the weekend:
1. Cut mah hair.
2. Change the guitar string.
3. Prepare for semester 2. )):
4. I forgot. Never mind.

Things will still be perfect if you're here.






Drifting,
Thursday, June 6, 2013 | 0 comments
When texting 24/7 turns into only good morning and good night messages. When fast excited replies turn into slow short replies. When phone calls every seconds turns into once a week. When awkward silences turn into "I have nothing else to talk about". When memories start to fade away, and when "I love you" lost it's meaning anymore.

i miss u.

Long quote.
Sunday, June 2, 2013 | 0 comments
Don't you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about and they don't realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you would rather forget. But you can't say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They would know how insecure you really are. So instead, you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.




Matter of the week: Keyboard warrior.
Tuesday, May 28, 2013 | 0 comments
So we had another fight on twitter yesterday. It's not fun. It's damn boring. Well I didn't start it though. I just saw my friends being abused buy a 'boy'. Well if you wonder why I quoted 'boy', because that 'boy' acts like a girl and anyhow touch and hit the girls, so I'm still wondering if he's a guy or not. Okay. So my friends were abused by that person. I can't stand it. So yeah. It's like several rifles shooting him already. Till now he still don't admit his mistake. Really? His temper is worst than any girls on their period man. Fucking petty. Sorry for the vulgarity but I really can't stand this kind of person. Is admitting your mistake so hard? If your pride is so precious then you don't deserve real friends and don't expect anyone to forgive you. Who do you think you are? King? Prince? Hell no uh. Wake up, you're 15, not 5. Respect girls, not abuse them. If you still wondering why you're called sissy and why so many people thought you're gay, here's the reason: "Real man treat women and girls with respect", and you're doing the completely opposite. Not like we never told you nicely before. Boys are meant to respect girls not bully them. Why this happened today? Seriously sit in a corner and reflect what you did. If you still think you did nothing wrong, then we have nothing to say. Good luck with your life. 

Lucid dream.
Saturday, May 25, 2013 | 0 comments
So I started working on this lucid dreaming thing. Most of you probably don't know what is a lucid dream. Basically it's just realizing that you're dreaming and you get to control everything that happen in your dreams. Yep, seems easy. But it's not easy at all. Why do I want to do it? Hm.. because I'm getting too bored with my life? Not really. Just thought it sounds kinda fun and I want to see if there's really such thing as lucid dreaming. Though there are already people around me who tried it.

How to lucid dream? Well it might sound stupid for me to tell it here as I haven't succeed on that. Just check it out on the internet, probably youtube if you're interested. But there are risks according to my friend, like loving the dream too much and never wake up. Yep, that's kinda creepy. Dreams are dreams after all.


Pinch me, I must be dreaming.


Stress free! ♥
Sunday, May 19, 2013 | 0 comments
Finally, no more stress after such a long time. Exam is over, audition is over too. (: Hope I didn't screw up for my papers. But I kinda screwed up the audition. The person told me to take shaker and I took tambourine, and when he asked me to play B flat I played D. Please don't be angry at me. D:
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Went home quite late last night. 11. But it's okay, we should celebrate. (:
Yesterday on the way to audition. I know I look ugly there shhh.

Well... nothing much to write about though. Will have a proper post soon.


because she was there when you weren't.



Stressed. ):
Wednesday, May 1, 2013 | 0 comments
Exam is coming soon. When studying today. So stressful. ): But took some good pictures though. (:
It had been a long time since I last studied at Starbucks. It's like the best place for me to really concentrate on the work. Should do it more. (:
With Marilyn on the train just now. Planned to play pool at Safra but she broke her shoe when we almost reach... Yeah but we still got in there, with her broken shoe. Hahahahaha anyway, we both saw some people that kinda affected our mood. There are no more pool table and the person that she didn't want to see was there, so we ended up at arcade. Still fun though. We had both been emo for awhile. 

Last Saturday we went to Raffles Institution, for a speech on chinese writing. It doesn't feel good waking up so early on a Saturday morning but didn't regret though. (: There are food, just not enough. Lots of people, and the school is so damn nice. For the second picture, if you saw it... Someone photobombed us. Still wondering what was she doing... 

Oh ya and it's May already. Time passed fast. ;) Please be good to me, May. Just don't let me fail any of my exams! Planning to work for June holiday. Want to make some new friends and earn some money. Just don't feel like taking so much money from my mom anymore.. Also for some working experience I guess. So.. looking for a part time job. (: 


Can totally relate to this now. 








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