Sorry.
Feel like it's all back again. Why am I feeling all tired again? Why isn't everything staying as easy as it used to be? Why can't it always be easy? Why do I still wonder about the person that will never look back? And why do you always push me away.. ?
Maybe because I'm annoying. Yeah. Maybe I'm never good enough for someone to appreciate. Life is hard. To be very honest, it had never been as easy as I thought. I'm tired of being all positive. I thought I'm a positive person but the truth is, I'm not. I never was, and I might never be. Things go wrong all the time, I just chose to ignore them. Maybe that's the right thing to do. Maybe I forgot how to be happy. Maybe I pushed people away so soon after they're close to me, so they won't have the chance to push me away.
Sometimes I sit down and wonder, why are life so easy for some others? Why do they have a perfect life not even having the need to try? Why am I the way I am? ... I have so many questions in my head now and I might never get the answers. I know, asking life to be fair to you because you're fair, is like asking a lion not to eat you because you didn't eat it.
I know it's stupid, I know I have to try very hard, too hard that's impossible to be done by a lazy and stupid person like me.
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Hey, I know you went on my tumblr. I'm glad you do. Thanks. (:
And I'm sorry. Sorry for kinda many things.
Sorry I can't give you what you want.
And most of all, I'm sorry I gave up on us when you didn't.
(Or maybe you did. I don't know.)
Anyway, sorry.
I don't know what to do about us now. Sorry.
I can't. I'm not used to leaving people alone. Sorry.
Sorry.
Feel like it's all back again. Why am I feeling all tired again? Why isn't everything staying as easy as it used to be? Why can't it always be easy? Why do I still wonder about the person that will never look back? And why do you always push me away.. ?
Maybe because I'm annoying. Yeah. Maybe I'm never good enough for someone to appreciate. Life is hard. To be very honest, it had never been as easy as I thought. I'm tired of being all positive. I thought I'm a positive person but the truth is, I'm not. I never was, and I might never be. Things go wrong all the time, I just chose to ignore them. Maybe that's the right thing to do. Maybe I forgot how to be happy. Maybe I pushed people away so soon after they're close to me, so they won't have the chance to push me away.
Sometimes I sit down and wonder, why are life so easy for some others? Why do they have a perfect life not even having the need to try? Why am I the way I am? ... I have so many questions in my head now and I might never get the answers. I know, asking life to be fair to you because you're fair, is like asking a lion not to eat you because you didn't eat it.
I know it's stupid, I know I have to try very hard, too hard that's impossible to be done by a lazy and stupid person like me.
//
Hey, I know you went on my tumblr. I'm glad you do. Thanks. (:
And I'm sorry. Sorry for kinda many things.
Sorry I can't give you what you want.
And most of all, I'm sorry I gave up on us when you didn't.
(Or maybe you did. I don't know.)
Anyway, sorry.
I don't know what to do about us now. Sorry.
I can't. I'm not used to leaving people alone. Sorry.
Hey love
Meet me the webmistress peeps!
Oh hey! I see you clicked to see my profile. ;) Since you cared to know more about me, okay let's go!
I'm born on 1st of November in the year of 1997 in Malaysia.
My hometown is Penang but i'm currently in Johor, Malaysia.
I now study in a school in Singapore.
I hate: feeling lonely, being ditched, bad days, people who feel way too good about themselves.
I love: JUSTIN BIEBER, photography, band, music, outings, etc (way too much).
Proud to be a belieber. <3
