Midnight thoughts.
It's 1:40 in the midnight. Why am I posting in this wee hour? Hah, because I can't sleep. (:
So I've been thinking about you. I guess you know who you are if you still read about me. You've not been calling in for one week. So you're out of my life or you just disappeared? I have no idea. I'm not exactly sad, to be honest. Hmm.. What should I say? Yep, I miss you. And it's almost our third year, in like 1 month time. Yeah, maybe it's my fault for saying that we can't communicate. (LOL) Well, sorry. For what? While you don't even give a fuck? Okay, whatever. (:
I'm replaced, yeah I do noticed that. Maybe that's why I've stop looking for you. Or rather I find it annoying that you treat me good when you feel like so, and treat me bad when you don't feel like so. Hahaha, either way, I should just let this be. I have someone who understand how I feel, someone who said that she'll slap me if I keep being this stupid, someone to laugh about torturing haters on a paper. Well I guess that person made me much happier than you do. If that person is reading this post, I would like to say thanks to her, for enhancing my pathetic life. Well, I didn't mean that I don't want you in my life anymore, I do. I mean like.. I can't force things to happen. If it's impossible for us to reconcile, then never mind, let's stop this endless drama. (: Thank you for giving me so much of beautiful memories, all the first times, the smiles, laughters, overnight plannings, and things like that. Maybe you're just acting that you're happy or sad, like all the times I made you laugh or cry or touched. (Well that's ridiculous) As you said you're never happy when you're with me. Well then thanks for your wonderful acting skills, you'll be the best actress in the world if you want to. At least I'm always me when I'm with you, no actings, every single pieces of me are real. I'm happy I never break any promise. Well, maybe one. I've checked out the Starbucks water bottle. It's sold out, sorry, I couldn't buy it for you. Oh ya, maybe you don't even need me to buy for you. You have an amazing boyfriend in America! I'm nothing, isn't it. :D I'm so fucking stupid, for spending all the money I saved on you. I should buy things for myself instead. Never mind, not anymore. Good luck for your life, as you said, YOLO! ( LOL That shit is ridiculous and useless, but good luck for using that for your life! )
Midnight thoughts.
It's 1:40 in the midnight. Why am I posting in this wee hour? Hah, because I can't sleep. (:
So I've been thinking about you. I guess you know who you are if you still read about me. You've not been calling in for one week. So you're out of my life or you just disappeared? I have no idea. I'm not exactly sad, to be honest. Hmm.. What should I say? Yep, I miss you. And it's almost our third year, in like 1 month time. Yeah, maybe it's my fault for saying that we can't communicate. (LOL) Well, sorry. For what? While you don't even give a fuck? Okay, whatever. (:
I'm replaced, yeah I do noticed that. Maybe that's why I've stop looking for you. Or rather I find it annoying that you treat me good when you feel like so, and treat me bad when you don't feel like so. Hahaha, either way, I should just let this be. I have someone who understand how I feel, someone who said that she'll slap me if I keep being this stupid, someone to laugh about torturing haters on a paper. Well I guess that person made me much happier than you do. If that person is reading this post, I would like to say thanks to her, for enhancing my pathetic life. Well, I didn't mean that I don't want you in my life anymore, I do. I mean like.. I can't force things to happen. If it's impossible for us to reconcile, then never mind, let's stop this endless drama. (: Thank you for giving me so much of beautiful memories, all the first times, the smiles, laughters, overnight plannings, and things like that. Maybe you're just acting that you're happy or sad, like all the times I made you laugh or cry or touched. (Well that's ridiculous) As you said you're never happy when you're with me. Well then thanks for your wonderful acting skills, you'll be the best actress in the world if you want to. At least I'm always me when I'm with you, no actings, every single pieces of me are real. I'm happy I never break any promise. Well, maybe one. I've checked out the Starbucks water bottle. It's sold out, sorry, I couldn't buy it for you. Oh ya, maybe you don't even need me to buy for you. You have an amazing boyfriend in America! I'm nothing, isn't it. :D I'm so fucking stupid, for spending all the money I saved on you. I should buy things for myself instead. Never mind, not anymore. Good luck for your life, as you said, YOLO! ( LOL That shit is ridiculous and useless, but good luck for using that for your life! )
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I'm born on 1st of November in the year of 1997 in Malaysia.
My hometown is Penang but i'm currently in Johor, Malaysia.
I now study in a school in Singapore.
I hate: feeling lonely, being ditched, bad days, people who feel way too good about themselves.
I love: JUSTIN BIEBER, photography, band, music, outings, etc (way too much).
Proud to be a belieber. <3
